They’ll fire me for immorality. They’ll think I’m a whore. You are. May I accompany you? Since we walk in the same direction. I prefer to walk alone. – May I introduce myself? – I know who you are. – Ah. Then… – Kindly allow me to go on my way alone. – My dear […]

I’ve been thinking how I could possibly tell you how much you mean to me. I remember when I first started to fall in love with you like it was last night.   Lying naked beside you in that tiny apartment. It suddenly hit me that I was part of this whole larger thing. Just […]

Only a person with undaunted optimism, would embark on such a venture. You’re always in my mind wondering what you do, whom you see. Then alone at night, under a canopy of tropical stars, with the soft strains of a Viennese waltz from the salon… I would think of these adorable arms, these little hands. […]

Dearest, I feel certain that I am going mad again. I feel we can’t go through another of these terrible times, and I… shan’t recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and can’t concentrate. So, I am doing what seems to be the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible […]

So, what about it? Why do so many people write about the fall? Well, I think it’s seen as the beginning of the end, really. I was trying something different. I was crashing differently, thinks he’s only pretending to be at the end of a life full of despair. But the tragedy is that we […]