POETRY #5

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Memes are the only salvation from the horror of existence


I fed him with my mind instead of my body


Nihilism is when there is no meaning in life.
Despair is when there is meaning, but it is unattainable.
Happiness is when you don’t care.


“I still remember you as a little girl who overwaters plants because she doesn’t know when to stop giving”


Maybe I didn’t lose you,
maybe you weren’t really there,
maybe what we were was simply
an illusion confused as love

 

POETRY #4

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How do you know, when you can call a place home?” When you’re able to turn off the lights.
And walk in the darkness.
Without holding your hands.
Out in front of you.

You’ll know you’re home.

– R.I.


I live more inside my head.
Rather than in reality.


Drowning ain’t so bad. Cause at least you know where you’re going.


If you knew that you were the root of someone’s happiness, would you stick around?


I present a shitty poem, by me:

Some things are better left unsaid.
Some things are better left inside, so they can only hurt you.
Because sometimes the truth hurts.
And if it gets out into the air it can soak through people’s skin,
And into their hearts, leaving a lasting burn where flesh once was.
So it’s better to singe your own heart,
Than to be the reason for someone else’s pain.


She gave you all the air in her lungs and you lost it kissing someone else


How many scars did we justify because we loved the person holding the knife?


If you only live once then why cry about life so much?

Love a little, lose a little and Dont take shit so seriously (specially anxiety)


I am but a grain of sand in an infinite beach.


“And I think the worst thing that happened for us is that we didn’t even get a chance. I didn’t get to prove that I loved you, I wasn’t able to kiss every part of your skin in the time that we had together. You didn’t get to experience me in the way you wanted, you weren’t able to figure out if I was the reverb you felt in your bones. This is our reality. I’m sorry.”


Memes are the only salvation from the horror of existence


“There is a pleasure in the pathless woods,
There is a rapture on the lonely shore,
There is society, where none intrudes,
By the deep Sea, and music in its roar:
I love not Man the less, but Nature more.”
-Into the Wild


Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% How we react to it


Loving u was like navigating a dense fog. i convinced myself i knew the shapes of our landscape but when the sun broke thru the mist i realized i had been filling in blanks to comfort myself, and everything i thought i knew about us was alien. i left not recognizing what had made me fall in love in the first place.


If people can say “lol” without laughing, then people can say “i love you” without meaning it.


I wish people could drink their words and realise how bitter they taste.


I want my gravestone to say “it tried”. Because I actually didn’t but at least people will think I did


POETRY #3

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Constant kindness can accomplish much. As the sun makes ice melt, kindness causes misunderstanding, mistrust and hostility to evaporate


I dream of words, spoken into infinite space glittering on with heavy beauty, and shadow and no shame.


The problem with putting people first is that you’re teaching them to put you second


There’s nothing romantic about loving someone more than they love you. Love isn’t pain


Up until now I had sworn to myself that I’m content with loneliness


She wrote the fairy tale, she was too afraid to live.


I’m full of love, and nobody wants it


Better alone than badly accompanied


Do you think it’s possible that some people are born to give more love than they will ever get back in return?


If you were the moon, then i was the sun, if you were meant to bloom, then i was meant to burn


Do not bother holding on to that thing that does not want you, you cannot make it stay.


There is a name that escapes me. A thought that evades me. Finding you is like my fate that eludes me. If I failed to find you in the last life, let this one not be the same. For I will shed my humanity to bend even time and destiny. And if it takes a millenia, and the sun dies out, I’ll swim in space, in that supernova. And through the darkness I will find you, through the black hole, I shall follow.


I don’t want to be with half a person
I don’t want to be half a person
“I” doesn’t become “we”
It’s still “you” and “me”


Me: I’m okay.

People: Why just okay?

Message appears: YOU ARE NOT AN EXPERIENCED ENOUGH FRIEND TO UNLOCK THIS RESPONSE YET. TRY AGAIN AFTER REACHING FRIENDSHIP LEVEL 10!


 

Hoping to fall asleep before I fall apart.


Idealizing someone can be one of the worst feelings ever. You ignore all their flaws until you build them up into a great being but then, you learn their flaws and are disappointed that they dont reach the standard you’ve created. But really it’s your fault that they’re disappointing to you.


 

A LONELY STAR

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A lonely star
Sits in the sky
It starts to flicker
and begins to cry

A lonely star
looks down on us all
It takes a step
and starts to fall

A lonely star
Falling down
like an apple from a tree
it still wears a frown

A lonely star
laying on the ground
it looks to the moon
a home it never found

A lonely star
whose light is fading
is cold and crying
She spent her whole life waiting

A lonely star
blinks her goodbye’s
her light goes out
and she slowly dies.

-Mikayela Dzenowski

GRAVITATIONAL : CHEMICAL REACTION OF LOVE

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Cinta itu seperti gravitasi.
Sebuah manifestasi energi yang memiliki keindahan yang agung tetapi juga bisa bersifat destruktif.
Seperti halnya gravitasi yang selalu menarik kita ke pangkuan bumi setiap kali kita mencoba untuk melempar diri ke langit, cinta akan menarik seseorang agar tidak bisa lepas dari orang lain meskipun ia berulang kali pergi dari orang itu.
Tapi disatu sisi, reaksi kimia yang satu ini bukan sesuatu yang dapat kamu kontrol dan prediksi.
Seperti lubang hitam, bisa saja cinta adalah gravitasi dan kehampaan dalam satu wujud yang sama.


Ketika kamu merangkak ke dalamnya, kamu akan berputar dan hilang ditelan oleh intensitas yang tidak kamu tau seberapa jauh untuk sampai ke ujungnya.


Dan kali ini aku tertarik oleh sesuatu yang substansial di dalam dirimu.
Tersesap semudah butiran pasir yang menyelusup lalu menyatu dengan pantai, aku tidak mau melawan ketika kamu menarikku masuk ke dalam misteri semesta tak berujung.


Atau bahkan jika mungkin kamu memutuskan untuk jadi tempat berpijakku yang solid.